by Ashley Mateo

Everyone has that stereotypical[陈规的] idea of a cheerleader: cute, peppy[活泼的], bows in her hair. And that was me, from kindergarten to eighth grade. I loved being on the squad[小队], from the girly parts like curling[使卷曲] each others hair for competitions to trying new stunts[惊人表演,绝技] at practice. But I also loved watching the football games as we cheered—sometimes I was more focused on the plays than our routines[常规,日常事务]! Every time someone scored, I wished I was the one in the end zone[(球门线到底线的)球门区].
A Long Shot[很少机会成功的尝试]
I grew up tossing[投,掷] a football and going to games with my dad. Once while waiting to cheer in my middle school game, my dad and I were watching the high school team play—they were losing—and he said,“I bet you could do better than that.” His words stuck with me, and right before my freshman year, I started to feel bored with cheerleading—and more excited about football. I thought, maybe I should be on the field[运动场].
I decided to go to a preseason[活跃季节前的] meeting to see about joining the team, even though theyd never had a girl on the roster[花名册] before. When I walked into the school gym, packed with guys and parents waiting for info, everyone turned and stared, like, what is she doing here? I saw guys I had cheered for—guys I considered friends—and I wondered what they thought about me playing alongside them. My school is small, so there arent tryouts[选拔赛]—you just sign up for the team. But I still had to officially sign up in front of the whole crowd, with all eyes on me. I could feel the tension[紧张状态] in the room, and as I walked up to hand in my forms, I almost felt like I was doing something wrong. I worried—are the coaches going to laugh at me? Will they tell me I cant play? Instead, they looked at me like I was pulling a joke on them, but they finally took my papers and told me to show up for training camp the week before school. I was officially a football player!
每个人都对“啦啦队队长”有一种固定印象——她们总是活泼可爱,头上系着蝴蝶结。从幼儿园到八年级,我都是这副模样。我喜欢在啦啦队的感觉,从赛前女生之间互相盘头发,到练习新的特技等等。不过,在为球队打气之余,我也喜欢看橄榄球比赛——有时球赛甚至比我们自己的啦啦队环节更让我投入!每当有人进球,我总是希望自己是球门区的一员。
孤注一掷
我是玩着橄榄球长大的,从小就跟着爸爸去看球赛。有一次,我和爸爸在我的中学看球赛,在等待给初中队加油助威的空当,我们看到高中队出师不利,胜利无望。爸爸说:“我敢打赌,你肯定比他们踢得好。”他的这句话烙在了我的心上。就在我升上高一之前,我开始厌倦当啦啦队队长给球队助威,转而对球赛更感兴奋。我想,也许我应该站在球场上。
我决定去参加一次季前赛集会,看看我能不能加入球队——即使他们的名册上从未出现过女生。我走进学校的体育馆时,那里挤满了在等消息的男生和家长。一时间,所有人都转过身盯着我,好像在说:“她来这里做什么呀?”我看到了以前在啦啦队时为其助威过的男生,我把他们当做朋友,不知道他们会怎么看我和他们一起踢球的事呢?我的学校不大,所以没有选拔赛,只要报名就能入选。……